I feel helpless. I've been waiting for my monthly stipend from the VA for about 4 days now and I haven't gotten shit in the mail. I hate to rant but I'm stressed the fuck out. This leaves me without any meds, any transportation and a way to provide for myself. Idk what to do. I feel like I don't even want to continue school if this is how it's going to be. I can't continue to go to school and not get anything for my needs. Sadly, I can't reach out to my father because he never picks up and my mother is jobless and broke. I need to vent this out right now. Sorry folks. Not looking for pity, just need to push my energy away.