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Feb 9, 2015

Cold Feeling

I've associated the feeling of extreme cold with 'Death' and for some reason whenever I get the slightest bit cold, I start to think I'm going to die. It doesn't make sense rationally, but with body temperature and such things involved, you can see where my association is a valid, logical one. It's just an automatic feeling that I get - and I start to panic. Why? I don't know. Perhaps I am not at terms with the idea of 'Death' and my body is just sensitive to the cold weather with the worry and obsession of dying. I know that doesn't make sense, but I obsess about things like that.
The cold, scary feeling goes away as my mind gets sedated.

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