Love life, things are slow, and even worse possibly at a stand still. I can admit that I obviously just am not 'boyfriend' type of material. It's horrible to think, but who am I kidding? I thought being in my 20's and all meant that I was going to be in a college dorm. 7 years ago, I remember still talking to an old girlfriend when she was in her dorms at college; that's where I hoped I would picture myself being. I hoped that I would be there at some dorm having college dorm parties, surprise pranks for people, having women sneak into my dormroom and party the rest of our after-party into the night.
This just goes to show you, things change. Unpredictably, things move on and can sometimes leave some of us in the past. I also thought that I would be in Australia by now and with the one girl I swore at one time was 'who I wanted to be with and truly loved'. I never thought that she and I would be absolute enemies 5 years down the line. I never thought I would be using Medical Marijuana to help me get off of my Anti-Anxiety meds without enduring all the painful.
But I think I'm beginning to understand that Time is a paradox.